creepy

I woke up at 8am, surprisingly. I thought of sleeping back cause it's a little too early and the class will be at 12pm, but I failed to.

Mood swing is a disaster. emo

I tried to keep it to myself from showing it out, but apparently, I failed, again. There are something unhappy happened that is bad enough to overwhelme my ability to cope it. Have been going through a really really bad time recently, a very bad one. Couldn't help myself of not thinking about it and it's killing me. The pain that I can hardly bear alone, but no one can help.

wishing and hoping...